Showing posts with label possibility. Show all posts
Showing posts with label possibility. Show all posts

25.4.12

A love letter to Sweetheart...


 I enjoy days like these. The weather is so calm and soothing and for whatever reason I find it easier to think. 
     Finding someone who totally clicks with you is easy, but finding someone who wants to be with you just as much as you want to be with them… that’s rare.
     We hid from the crowd and gave love a whole new meaning. We’re not just another story to be told baby, we’re the story they yearn to hear. We play our tune, and I listen to you hum. The sweet melody of your voice ablaze’s my mind and suddenly I’m floating above the earth. I sit on the moon and watch the suns flames with wonderment. You float up with me and suddenly we’re laying in a field of stars. The world could only dream of a love like ours. It’s the kind of love that not even fairy tales can tell.
     I want you forever. We fight and argue. We dispute and drive each other insane at times, but we know how to work at it. We’re in this together, you and I.
     The world is our playground and you’re my partner in crime babe. I enjoy baking cookies with you, I like waking up next to you in the mornings and thinking “you need to brush your damn teeth…”, you make my days worth looking forward to amor. I love everything about your existence in my life… the weird faces you make at me behind my parents back while they talk to me, how you use the light saber to scare the birdies, how you scare the shit out of me pretending to trip when you walk in front of me, … all the little things you do to make me feel happy…
     I love you turd nugget <3 I truly feel that together we’re gonna get places. We push each other to strive for a better future and although times are tough right now, I promise we’ll get out of this shitty neighborhood and we won’t be scared to go for walks in fear of getting shot anymore. We’ll get a cozy apartment and see the world together. We’ll walk the streets of France hand in hand my love. Soon after we can get a big house of our own and start a beautiful family. We’ll raise our kids to be independent and teach them the value of their dreams. We can finally start a band and be like the Von Trapp family ^_^ (no not really). Years from now we’ll be just as happy as the first day we fell in love, I’ll be reading and making you tea, and you’ll be playing video games and taking pictures of our family. We’ll sit on the porch and color and have movie nights in our backyard with a projector. 
     My eyes go blind as my heart goes wild. You were my missing puzzle piece and now I feel complete. I swear I hear our hands lock into perfect place when our fingers intertwine. It’s a thrill thinking about being with you the rest of our lives, never a dull moment, always an adventure waiting to be explored… Like Freddy Rodriguez says in Planet Terror to Palomita “It’s two against the world”….
     P.S: Duck duck <3 Goose goose 
                    Yours truly,
                             Nancy Love

18.11.11

A want for freedom


     Crazy, beautiful, fucked up world we live in. Every news stand has articles on how someone got shot due to racism, how someone got arrested for standing up for their rights, undocumented students protesting for equality on their education, gays fighting for their right to get married, people wanting to stop the budget cuts and hoping our future generation has opportunity to progress.      
      It bums me out seeing that human beings have to fight for their freedom. It’s all business, but it has to be done and our voices have to be heard. With love, comes hate… if their were no hate, we wouldn’t be able to distinguish love. 


     Rape is a also a huge issue that crosses my mind… go fuck yourself! Don’t have sex with a person against their will, wether it be a man, woman, child, or simply an intoxicated person. I don’t care if you have a stupid fetish or you just “couldn’t help yourself”… THINK TWICE YOU FUCKTART. People are being dumped in trash bins, drowned in rivers, buried alive, cut into pieces, etc. etc. all because some stupid fuck wanted to jerk their dick off for a few seconds. Lousy sacs of shit need to regulate.
   Onto another topic…It kills me seeing homeless people asking for food, especially if I don’t have anything to offer them. I don’t, however, feel sorry for the ones that I catch talking on a cell phone or buying cigarettes and booze. It’s like ‘dude! you could’ve saved that money to feed buy food!’
     Better yourself. Seek opportunities and strive to get to where you want to be. If you don’t have a job and need money, recycle or make little things you could possibly sell. There’s always a way… There was a guy named Elian who came from Argentina with his acoustic-electric guitar and played down at Santa Monica pier every summer, one night my friend and I decided to dance to his music… little by little a crowd started to gather and some even joined in and danced as well. At the end of his performance he got a bunch of tips in his guitar case and he gave my friend and I $5 each and one of his CDs worth $15… we gave his money back (because really, we were just dancing for our benefit) and kept the CDs. 
     Live for a better tomorrow… make some memories. 
     I don’t regret doing half the stupid shit I’ve done in my past, because in all honesty… those are the moments I remember best and laugh on today.
     I have my “someday I will…” list. I’m always saying how “I wish this..” and how “I wish that…”. I’ve decided to put a stop to this nonsense of mine and act on it instead. Like for instance…  Someday I will…
  • publish my own article 
  • learn to play chess 
  • start my own band
  • brew my own beer
  • go skinny dipping at midnight in France, etc. etc.
Things like that…  
     I’m signing off for now
 Ps: All photographs were taken by me :)